人見知りの唄~共感してもらえたら嬉しいって話です~
阿部真央
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Everyone is lonely; You’re also the same as me
I don’t mean that I don’t like people but I can’t smile properly

When I’m fooling around with everyone I sometimes suddenly get a feeling of nothingness
It’s as if I alone am dissolving into the air

I’m building walls and keeping my distance, pretending that I have no interest
I really am disgusted in myself who won’t let anyone in and won’t step out of my bounds

Me doing all I can to keep silent isn’t because I’m tired
It’s because I’m waiting for someone that will discover me

It’s not that I dislike being alone; I don’t have to attend to the needs of others so it’s easy
I have the freedom to go wherever; No matter what I do nobody says anything about it
...but I can’t smile

I want you to look at me unperturbed as I move from side to side
I don’t know any other means to maintain myself other than that, sorry

Each time I get close to someone I think of the fright of the inevitable breakup
Even so, wanting to get even closer is the weakness of me, tired of being alone

I’ll turn the loneliness that nestles close to me every night into strength...
I’ll be honest with myself as I cry in the recesses of my heart every night...

Me doing all I can to keep silent isn’t because I’m tired
It’s because I’m waiting for you who will love me
So that I can honestly smile tomorrow